Try or Never

You don’t need to make mistakes, you will always make mistakes. That’s how it is. That’s life. Sometimes it’s hard to admit that especially if you are a perfectionist you will find it difficult to internalize this value and the pattern. I think we all agree on the fear that lives inside us and kicks […]


I’ve been struggling lately

I want to be honest with you guys. So, In the last couple of months, I don’t feel like writing. It is complicated and overwhelming at the same time. I published 1 post in October and it’s really short. The thing is I’m tired these days both physically and mentally. Maybe it is depression if […]

A psalms of David

When I look at the night sky and see the work of your fingers The moon and the stars you set in place What are mere mortals that you should think about them, Human beings that you should care for them? Yet you made them only a little lower than God and crowned them with […]

Is happiness your ultimate goal in life?

Nowadays, people have been obsessed with finding happiness. We’re trying so hard to figure out how to be happy. We make sure that everything we’re going to do in our career or relationship has something to do with making us feel happy and so, most people’s goals these days are to achieve happiness or just […]

Pikiranku terus berkelana

Pikiranku terus berkelana. Menjelajahi samudera menembus lorong waktu.Mengelilingi bumi tiada habisnya. Pikiranku terus berjalan.Menuju ke masa laluKe masa depan. Aku bisa merasakan bagaimana perasaan orang-orang di masa depan terhadapku. Jika pikiranku kembali ke masa lalu bahkan masa dizaman aku belum hidup,Aku bisa merasakan nostalgia tersebut dalam alunan-alunan musik yang kudengar. Claude Debussy mengajak ku berkeliling dengan […]

Forgiving myself, Healing from the past

Forgiving myself, healing from my past. I have let go of everythingEverything that I can seeEverything in the pastMy dreams;My goals in life;My plans;Everything that I wanna controlI’ve let go of it.But I was wrong. I still hold on to some other things. I still can’t forgive myself. I still can’t forgive myself for what […]